Numinous Dread Collage #4
Collage on paper
7x15cm
Numinous Dread is a topic I researched for my dissertation and I think is something I find interesting for it’s ability to marry together themes of existentialism and spirituality. I am constantly searching for truth and answers with my work and in my life. I want there to be a set of rules that we can fit the chaos of life in, but at the same time I get disappointed with the sometimes uninspiring results of science and rationality and long for the mystery and excitement of spirituality and the supernatural. Numinous Dread is the feeling of terror that fills someone who comes across something holy, it is the forbearer to a fully realised spiritual practice, it is very similar to the sublime. It is a kind of mystical terror, a feeling very deep and primal and suggests the presence of something higher. Francis Bacon used to talk about ‘the violence of existence’, the closer he observed his subjects and the more accurately he presented them, the more violence appeared in his images, as if one just has to look closer at life to see the violence it is made up of. These collages try to show that.